Tuesday, June 02, 2009
its so ironic
so ironic when at a point of time
a person is feeling a certain way
and you try to symphatise with him/her and try to be there
then after he/she recovers
you realise you're not of any importance already
or
when a person is feeling a certain way and rants alot about it
and after everything you dun see him/her doing what he/she was actually complaining about
ironic
i tried to tell you before
i tried to say what i felt
but you din treat it seriously
you just say oh yah sometimes i also feel like that
fullstop no more
but you're already inside, you're already part of them
sometimes
only when you really undergo something
can you truly and fully understand how someone that went through it felt
i'm really confused with what i'm feeling
and i dun noe who to tell
why can't i get accepted as who i really am
do i really have to change to fit into the people in this stupid society?
change to a person that is not me
change to a person that is shaped by the people around
i personally find it disgusting seriously
and i tink at least i do my best
to try to accept everyone for who they are
yes i noe i still gossip/bitch/bastard
but i duno part of me still pities (but i dun tink i'll do anything LOL)
whatever
it doesnt matter if i vanished from this world anyway
so ironic when at a point of time
a person is feeling a certain way
and you try to symphatise with him/her and try to be there
then after he/she recovers
you realise you're not of any importance already
or
when a person is feeling a certain way and rants alot about it
and after everything you dun see him/her doing what he/she was actually complaining about
ironic
i tried to tell you before
i tried to say what i felt
but you din treat it seriously
you just say oh yah sometimes i also feel like that
fullstop no more
but you're already inside, you're already part of them
sometimes
only when you really undergo something
can you truly and fully understand how someone that went through it felt
i'm really confused with what i'm feeling
and i dun noe who to tell
why can't i get accepted as who i really am
do i really have to change to fit into the people in this stupid society?
change to a person that is not me
change to a person that is shaped by the people around
i personally find it disgusting seriously
and i tink at least i do my best
to try to accept everyone for who they are
yes i noe i still gossip/bitch/bastard
but i duno part of me still pities (but i dun tink i'll do anything LOL)
whatever
it doesnt matter if i vanished from this world anyway
what we could have been, 2.6.09.
